Thursday, 28 April 2011

What would you feel



What would you feel


What would you feel if you were punished for being a defective NT
What would you feel if on greeting another they just stared at you
what would you feel if you were different and were insulted and belittled for being different.
What would you feel if you had a limp and another tripped you for their fun. Would you laugh.
what would you feel about someone that wont truth speak face to face
what would you feel about another spreading fear and misunderstanding ahead & behind you.
What would you feel being treated as a non-person.
what would you feel of being ostracised for missing subtle social cues.
What would you feel being made the but of anthers joke.
What would you feel as another insulted you with a smile
What would you feel to be threatened with violence covertly by others at your fathers events
what would you feel being told to honour another’s lie as truth.
What would you feel being told to believe by those that don’t question belief
what would you feel
What would you feel being treated as stupid by someone 10 points below you.
What would you feel being told you are less than others because you don’t have a piece of paper
What would you feel being treated with respect less that a dog
What would you feel being ostracised at you fathers party by his other guests
what would you feel watching others join in where you are socially bared.
What would you feel knowing you were autistic and treated without basic respect
what would feel knowing you could continue this over several pages , but don’t because the feeling it would evoke.

I am not my father
I am not my brother
I am not my mother
I am not my sister
I am not my cousin
I am not my cousins husband
I am not a child
I am not a possession
I am not a Christian
I am not a catholic
I am not a Jew
I am not a Muslim
I am not NT
I am not another

I am not a product of your mind
I am none of these things

I am Autistic
I am Human, Homo sapiens
An Earthling
Phillip

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